ilive4jc

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Sun, 29 May 2005 03:07:15 GMT

I can't take it anymore time won't make things better I feel so alone can't help myself Iam still waiting for this world to stop hating can't find a good reason can't find hope to believe in..... so if I drop dead with a bullet to my head..........no one will care !!!!!!.................... so what Iam I waiting for why am I still here ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................................... : (

Rock On !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 28 May 2005 02:16:09 GMT

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>:o

Fri, 27 May 2005 17:41:30 GMT

Omg ! i really hate when things go wrong........... or when you are doing something and then you hit on wrong thing and it gets all erased.............. well that is what just happended to me and my profile !!!!!!!!!!! gosh !! now i have to redue the whole thing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRR......................

:-(

Fri, 27 May 2005 16:56:29 GMT

Iam so confused about me and if I should be here or not ........ do I really have a purpose in this world ??? Iam so depressed and lost right now in my life !!!!! ................................. Its just the world wants you to be perfect in apperance and everything else and Iam not.............. and if I choose to starve my self or hurt my self like I have been, than perfection and acceptance is what I will get!!! ........................... so that is why I do the things I do ......... its an addiction !!!!................

Rock On !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 27 May 2005 16:45:24 GMT

My Chemical Romance is Love

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Fri, 27 May 2005 03:01:13 GMT

school sux...................... all next week I have exams I think I might fail like all of them cause all I do is sleep in most of my classes so I dont really know any of the info. on the test................ but whatever ............ I dont care!!!!! anyway Iam so overwhelmed and stressed about so much crap I cant even focus on things...... Iam a mess and kinda confused...................................

well iam going to go in my room and play on my guitar and listen to so music ........................

l8r

PROM !!!!!!!!!!!!! : )

Sun, 22 May 2005 05:13:15 GMT

OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its like 1:00am and I just got home from senior prom !!!!!!!!!!!!! It was sooooo much fun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! : ) I was partying and dancing all night long !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had a blast and so did my date !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! got loose and a little drunk !!!!!!!!!! but it was all good !!!!!!!!!!!!! : )

well Iam kinda tired ..................... going to go to bed now k l8r

I <3 Stephon !!!

crying................ : (

Tue, 17 May 2005 21:34:12 GMT

today was just one of the worst days of my life................... i had to go burry my Aunt.............. she died on Saturday !!!! and i just heard my other cousin died on the 12th ............................. iam going to miss them soooo much !!!!!!!!! : (

well iam going to go i cant take it all at once.............................................. it just to much to bare ................

PaRtY !!!!!!! : )

Sat, 14 May 2005 03:04:27 GMT

WoW !! tonight was so awesome !!!!!!!!! i went to my friends house and there was like so many HOTT guys and it was a sweet party !!!!!!!! i had so much FUN !!!!!!!! got high and drunk !!!!

I LOVE TO PARTY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! : ) well iam a little tired and kinda out of it so iam going to go to bed ............. k

l8r

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Fri, 13 May 2005 01:53:52 GMT

i hate my mom she so annoying she pisses me off so bad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i also hate school............... i hate when people talk about you behind your backs and your sitting right there or when people call you names and make fun of you !!!!!!! it HURTS !!!!!!!! : ( i just feel like people could care less about you and your feelings and just like to hurt people !!!!!!!!!! i hate when people do or say things that hurt you !!!!! i just feel like hurting myself or doing something really bad and so pissed and stressed right now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRR.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

: (

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 22:50:55 GMT

i dont know whats more messed up my life or my head...................................
but sometimes i don't wanna wake up,
i just wish i was dead !!!
when i think about life
my mind gets so confused
thinking should i give up
cause i've got nothin else to lose !!!!!!!!!!! tears fall just like rain
pain strikes like lightning
despair is becoming my friend
i'm pushing myself to a point of self-destruction.......!!!!!!!!!

bored today, out l8r

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 18:55:43 GMT

iam so bored today, but i can't wait til tonight !!!!!! iam going to Impact and then JC is going to pick me up and then we are going to the movies !!!!!!!!!!! YAY! : )
well ttyl
bye

SO HOTT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 18:52:29 GMT

Bam Margera is Love

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 04:41:57 GMT

Party !!!!!!!!! hey all just got home from a party! ............. iam soooo high right now !!!!! ................. LOL This party was HOTT !!!!!!!!!!!! A great DJ and fun fun fun !!!!!!!!!! me and JC got down and dirty all night long and then we left and did some stuff of our own !!!!!!!!!!! : ) its was a sweet night !!!!!!!!!!!!! i had a blast ............ it was awesome !!!!!!!!!!

well i g2g call JC

l8r

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 14:27:30 GMT

Today at like 2pm til 7pm Iam going to Welleby Park for a Picnic !!!!!!!!!!!! And then later going out to the movies with my sis and JC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY ! : )

l8r

results to the quiz below: what are you ??.................................

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 02:35:14 GMT

Iam a Vampire! Maybe a tad goth....Iam obsessed with the night. Maybe Killing the living, Sucking the blood off the innocent. Iam the deadliest creature out there.

LOL

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 02:30:54 GMT

Are you a Vampire/Goth/Punk/Poser/Emo/ or just a plain PREP!?
I'm Ron Burgendy?....HIIIIIO! Gosh Napoleon, your so stupid....ever take it out for any sweet jumps? LMAO!
Pick A Group that represents the type of music you listen to....
	The Distillers+AFI+Dead Kennedys+ <input ... >
	Dimmu Borgir+Cradle of Filth+Bleeding Through+ <input ... >
	Lacuna Coil+Otep+Voltaire <input ... >
	GC+Busted+Simple Plan <input ... >
	NOFX+White Stripes+No Doubt <input ... >
	Avril Lavigne+Ashley Simpson+Kelly Clarkson <input ... >
What are you?
	Straight <input ... >
	Gay/Les <input ... >
	Bi <input ... >
In your life time, about how many concerts have you been to?
	3 <input ... >
	5 <input ... >
	None <input ... >
	Over A MILLION! maybe even Ozzfest, I can't remember! <input ... >
What is your obsession?
	Rain <input ... >
	Blood <input ... >
	Final Fantasy <input ... >
	Tripp NYC <input ... >
	Like guys with spikes! <input ... >
	Guitar/Drum Set <input ... >
	Music <input ... >
	Swords <input ... >
	Death <input ... >
	Darkness not the band lmfo, unless u like them, or whatever <input ... >
What is the coolest thing you own?
	My Kik Ass KISS boots! <input ... >
	My god damn expensive Trench Coat <input ... >
	Bondage! Tripp NYC <input ... >
	My kewl bracelets that I stole from this dike goth chick <input ... >
	Straight Jacket <input ... >
	Converse <input ... >
	Limo! <input ... >
	AFI Collection! <input ... >
What is your favorite movie out of these...?
	Interview with the Vampire <input ... >
	Queen of the Damned <input ... >
	SLC Punk <input ... >
	Van Hellsing <input ... >
	Hell Boy <input ... >
	The Crow <input ... >
Pick A Name...Any Name
	Dani Filth <input ... >
	Brody Dalle Armstrong <input ... >
	Davey Havok <input ... >
	Cristina Scabbia <input ... >
	Joey Jordison <input ... >
	Jack White <input ... >
Who is kewler?
	Napolean Dynamite <input ... >
	Ron Bergendy (sp) <input ... >
Will you rate? PLEASE!
	Sure <input ... >
	NO! <input ... >
	Maybe <input ... >
	YES! HEE HEE! TAKE OVER THE WORLD! <input ... >
<input ... >

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 22:33:52 GMT

> >fill it out and just put an X to those you have done
> >(x) snuck out of the house
> >(x) gotten lost in your city
> >( ) saw a shooting star
> >( ) been to any other countries besides the united states
> >( ) had a serious surgery
> >(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
> >( ) kissed a stranger
> >(x) hugged a stranger
> >(x) been in a fist fight
> >( ) been arrested
> >( ) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
> >(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
> >( ) swore at your parents
> >(x) been in love
> >(x) been close to love
> >(x) been to a casino
> >( ) been skydiving
> >(x) broken a bone
> >( ) skinny-dipped
> >(x) skipped school
> >(x) flashed someone
> >( ) saw a therapist
> >( ) done the splits
> >( ) gotten stitches
> >( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
> >(x) bitten someone
> >( ) been to Niagara Falls
> >(x) gotten the chicken pox
> >(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
> >(x) kissed a member of the same sex
> >( ) crashed into a friend's car
> >( ) been to Japan
> >(x) ridden in a taxi
> >(x) been dumped
> >(x) shoplifted
> >( ) been fired
> >( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
> >(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
> >(x) gone on a blind date
> >(x) lied to a friend
> >( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
> >( ) been to Europe
> >( ) slept with a co-worker
> >( ) been married
> >( ) gotten divorced
> >( ) had children
> >( ) seen someone die
> >(x) had a close friend die
> >( ) been to Africa
> >(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day
> >( ) Been to Canada
> >( ) Been to Mexico
> >(x) Been on a plane
> >(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
> >( ) Thrown up in a bar
> >(x) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
> >( ) Eaten Sushi
> >( ) Been skiing/snowboarding
> >(x) Met someone in person from the internet
> >( ) lost a child
> >( ) gone to college
> >( ) graduated college
> >(x) done hard drugs
> >(x) tried killing yourself
> >( ) fired a gun
> >(x) purposely hurt yourself
> >(x) taken painkillers
> >(x) love someone or miss someone right now
> >( ) regretted a relationship
> >(x) done something u wish you could take back
> >( ) cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend
> >( ) slept with a teacher
> >( ) made out with a teacher

PIMP !!!!!!!!!! : )

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 20:28:15 GMT

What's Your Pimp Name?
Created by pokethejello7 and taken 81766 times on bzoink!
Name	<input ... >
Sex	<select ... ><option ... >male</option><option ... >female</option><option ... >undecided</option><option ... >both</option></select>
Your Pimp Name Is	Cracker Jacks
You'll make	$979,965,458.96
The number of prositutes you own is	55
<input ... ><input ... >

95 questions if you're BORED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 20:22:35 GMT

95 questions if you're BORED
Created by xsindeex and taken 5954 times on bzoink!
So, what's your name?	Sarah
Age?	16
Race/ethnicity?	White
Thinking right now?	WHY?
Well if it's nothing, should we begin?	sure...
On relationships...
Anyway...crush?	Yes
Got one?	Yes
Are you going to tell me their name?	JC
Are you single?	no
Are you taken?	yes
Why are you single if you are?	im not...
If you're taken, who's the lucky guy/girl?	JC
Do you think they're lucky to have you?	You kno it
How long have you liked said person?	um.. i duno
Are you glad this section is over?	yes
Yes?	what?
No?	?
On favourites...
What's your favourite song(s)?	Bloody Valentine
Movie?	EuroTrip
Game?	Halo 2
Website?	addictinggames.com
Food?	peanut butter cookies
Survey?	uhh...?
Survey maker? points at self	i duno
Hair color?	brown \m/-_-\m/
CD album?	The Lonly Position of Neutral- Trust Company
Band?	My Chemical Romance
Artist?	Ashlee Simpson
Program of choice (as in computer program)?	Dell?
This or that...
Windows or Mac?	WINDOWS!
Death or life?	DEATH
Cheese or porridge?	cheese-burger
Britney or Christina...or neither?	neither
Lord of the Rings or Harry potter (ONE CHOICE ONLY)	Lord of the rings
Legolas or Aragorn?	Legolas
Arwen or Eowyn?	Arwen?
Fantasy or Reality?	Reality
Religion or atheism?	Religion
Would you wanna die of...
murder or old age	old age...duh
drive by or starvation?	starvation
In your sleep or in a tar pit?	sleep..
What if...
If you could go back in time and change anything, what would you do?	I duno
The sky was yellow?	It would rain pis
If you could take up any language what would you learn?	Portugese
you were a movie? What would you be?	EuroTrip...Scotty Doesnt Know!
Lovey dovey stuff..
Are you of age?	of age of what
Did you read the rating?	no
How many years till your legal?	2
Favourite fantasy?	umm...in a temporary broken elevator with Jonny Depp
Do you dream of your crush?	sometimes..
Have you had sex yet?	yes
Did you type Virgin if you haven't? Type it now if you are.	no
Do you lie about your age to people?	no
How many partners have you had?	1....Joe
Been to third base yet?	yes
All the way?	yes
With who?	Joe
Are you going to tell me?	uh..i just did..
Tired of this yet?	yes
First thing you think of...
Mauve	what the hell
gay	James
legolas	who?
cheese	mmmm
Alyssa	what?
Johnny	bravo?
Justin	sanE?
Josh	WEIRDO!
Orlando	Sexy
Shane	West
Finish the sentence
If it ain't broke	who cares
The grass is greener	lets go
What's love	got to do?
You are what you	eat...?
Battle of the bands (in no particular pairing)
Muse or Modest mouse?	modest mouse
The cure or Blink 182?	blink 182
Pink Floyd or Guns and Roses?	pink floyd
Avril Lavigne or Hilary Duff (yes you have to choose ONE haha)	Avril
Alexisonfire or Linkin park?	damit...i like both..!
Franz Ferdinand or staind?	franz ferdinanad
Slipknot or rancid?	Rancid
Afi or Three days grace?	Afi
Sugarcult or Hoobastank?	Sugarcult
Dashboard confessional or Story of the year?	Dashboard Confessional
Nsync or Backstreet boys?	Backstreet boys
I'm done...happy?	yes
Are you sure? BYE!	YES
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so mad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 19:48:44 GMT

OMG ! Today in my last class we got our report cards.............................. : ( I did not do to well !!!!!!Now i will probably by grounded, not be able to use the computer, not allowed to use the phone or not allowed to have anything to eat ! : ( I HATE SCHOOL AND MY TEACHERS !!!!!!!!!!!

well i g2g itz time for my parents to lecture me and crap like that !!!!!!!!!! ttyl or maybe not !!!!! i dunno !!!!!!!!!!! k

l8r

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 16:12:16 GMT

Let's see........... Today I just chilled ........ until like 5pm cause then at that time Iam leaving to go to a pool party that ends at 8pm and then after the pool party, JC and I are going to go chill at the mall til when ever..... and then tomorrow is school ................. that sux! I hate school !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But anyway yeah that's about it ! well ttyl k

bye

: )

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 14:36:20 GMT

I can't wait until tonight ! Iam going out with JC at like 5pm til like 11pm or 12am ?!?!?!?!? I love him soooo much ............. and he is sooooo HOTT !!!!!!!!!!!! : ) Iam so happy he is coming to pick me and we are just going to go out and chill and do what ever we want !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! : )

well ttul

l8r

April Fools !

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 21:21:34 GMT

Today is April 1st ........................................... Happy April Fools to all those fools out there !!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL

Today sux ! I hate school !!! I had so many tests and quizzes today in school................. and I don't think I passed any !!!! That's no a good thing !!!!!!!!! : ( And all I do is sleep in like every other class........... which is not good either !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh well I don't really care anymore!! well I g2g

l8r

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 00:02:50 GMT

hahah napolean dinamite

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