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 I can't take it anymore    time won't make things better             I feel so alone        can't help myself          Iam still waiting for this world to stop hating      can't find a good reason     can't find hope to believe in..... so if I drop dead with a  bullet to my head..........no one will care !!!!!!.................... so what Iam I waiting for   why am I still here ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................................................... : ( 

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[	music	|	Immolation--- I feel nothing	]

school sux...................... all next week I have exams I think I might fail like all of them cause all I do is sleep in most of my classes so I dont really know any of the info. on the test................ but whatever ............ I dont care!!!!!      anyway Iam so overwhelmed and stressed about so much crap I cant even focus on things...... Iam a mess and kinda confused...................................

well iam going to go in my room and play on my guitar and listen to so music ........................

l8r

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[	music	|	Green Day---Maria	]

OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!    its like 1:00am and I just got home from senior prom !!!!!!!!!!!!!               It was sooooo much fun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!             : )         I was partying and dancing all night long !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!            I had a blast and so did my date !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!                      got loose and a little drunk !!!!!!!!!! but it was all good !!!!!!!!!!!!!                 : )

well Iam kinda tired ..................... going to go to bed now                            k                                               l8r

 I  <3  Stephon !!!

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[	music	|	Hypocrisy---- Osculum Obscenum	]

today was just one of the worst days of my life................... i had to go burry my Aunt.............. she died on Saturday !!!! and i just heard my other cousin died on the 12th .............................        iam going to miss them soooo much !!!!!!!!!                        : (             

well iam going to go i cant take it all at once.............................................. it just to much to bare ................

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[	music	|	Soilent Green---Looking Through Nails	]

WoW !!            tonight was so awesome !!!!!!!!!       i went to my friends house and there was like so many HOTT guys and it was a sweet party !!!!!!!!             i had so much FUN !!!!!!!!            got high and drunk !!!!

I LOVE TO PARTY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!                     : )                                                                                        well iam a little tired and kinda out of it so iam going to go to bed ............. k       

l8r

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[	music	|	Carcass---Ruptured in Purulence	]

i hate my mom she so annoying she pisses me off so bad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!                                                                and i also hate school............... i hate when people talk about you behind your backs and your sitting right there or when people call you names and make fun of you !!!!!!!       it HURTS !!!!!!!!               : (                             i just feel like people could care less about you and your feelings and just like to hurt people !!!!!!!!!!       i hate when people do or say things that hurt you !!!!!     i just feel like hurting myself or doing something really bad and so pissed and stressed right now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!      GRR.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!          

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i dont know whats more messed up my life or my head...................................
but sometimes i don't wanna wake up,
i just wish i  was dead !!!
when i think about life
my mind gets so confused
thinking should  i give up
cause i've got nothin else to lose !!!!!!!!!!!                                                                                          tears fall just like rain
pain strikes like lightning
despair is becoming my friend
i'm pushing myself to a point of self-destruction.......!!!!!!!!!

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                                           Bam Margera is Love

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iam so F@#$% HIGH !!!! : )

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Party !!!!!!!!!           hey all  just got home from a party! ............. iam soooo high right now !!!!! ................. LOL                                 This party was HOTT !!!!!!!!!!!!            A great DJ and fun fun fun !!!!!!!!!!          me and JC got down and dirty all night long and then we left and did some stuff of our own !!!!!!!!!!!            : )                       its was a sweet night !!!!!!!!!!!!!              i had a blast ............ it was awesome !!!!!!!!!!     

well i g2g call JC

l8r

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Today at like 2pm til 7pm Iam going to Welleby Park for a Picnic !!!!!!!!!!!!              And then later going out to the movies with my sis and JC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!         YAY !         : )              

l8r

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Iam a Vampire! Maybe a tad goth....Iam obsessed with the night. Maybe Killing the living, Sucking the blood off the innocent. Iam the deadliest creature out there.

LOL